Honestly? I’m not really looking forward to my Summer 2013 and quite frankly, that’s sad.

Because in life, you should always expect for the worse so you can be prepared for the worse. At least, if you hurt yourself with expectations, you’ll rejoice. right? HAHAHAHA. but seriously. 

Yes, I’m talking about you APUSH :P I thought I was going to do bad. The practice test actually freaked me out but it really did motivate me to study. :)) ahhhhhhhhhHhHhHhhhhhHHHH. I’m so glad I’m done with my first two AP exam in my life =))))) :P  

However, I still have three tests coming up. 2 SAT Subject Tests & the ACT.

APUSH TEST TOMORROW. AHHHHHHHH 

I’ll probably have nightmares tonight and brain farts tomorrow. However, I’m feeling confident with the multiple choice part except for the DBQ and FRQ. -______-

Group Photoshoot: Day 2

Yes, I was the model today and yes, I look horrible. I figured that I really need to do something with my hair. IT LOOKS SO DULL. :O 

Take a break, take a snap and enjoy the moment because the dog days are still around the corner. 

I GOT 10 NOTES WITH MY “SAN FRANCISCO BAY” PICTURE. HELP GUYS. I’M FAMOUS! 

Went to San Francisco today to have my passport renewed. Got to walk around the city too. :) :)

I never thought that I’d be bombarded with exams here in United States. I Can’t wait to get over with all of this.

Never been proud with my growth as a person. I know I’ve been through a lot of things at a young age. I experienced the bad and the worse and I am not ashamed of it because I know that because of these things, I matured. I believe that because of this experiences, I formulated a new perspective in life. I realized that this world is not perfect after all. It does not go according to our will and is very unpredictable, but life is always worth the ride; no matter how small the light at the end of the tunnel is. 

Don’t you get tired of criticizing me and my capacity? I mean, why do you have to tell me I’m a failure straight to my face or that i’m not capable of doing this and that? like seriously? Are you even human? I may look strong in the outside and I may have brushed off your words, but you don’t know how I can react to your words.You shouldn’t just say hurtful words like that and you shouldn’t just challenge other people’s limits because you never know what’s happening in their life as of the moment. Your words can help them conclude something that can end their life - or ruin yours. Next time, Watch your words. Try to think through your thoughts before spurting them out. Please stop being impulsive. By the way, I am challenging myself to step up and to excel which is why I am doing things that you find very peculiar for me to do. I am trying my hardest to look at things positively - and that’s hard to stay in that outlook. Don’t worry, I am not mad at you but I am hurt and like many other side comments that I have encountered before, i’ll brush this again. I’ll just take your hesitation and your skepticism as a challenge. Yes, I accept your Challenge. Oh, I just can’t wait to prove you wrong - that’s the best revenge anyways. >:P